23 iunie 2011

Life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you respond to it.... so .. idk SMILE!

16 iunie 2011


When someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown, but only 4 muscles to extend your arm and slap the stupid person.....

14 iunie 2011

Junko Furata`s story

wow this is to much even for a $%#$@%%$@! I mean ... poor girl to suffer like this :\.Don`t read it if you feel good I mean this horrified me.
So here`s the story:

"A high-school girl [junko furuta] was abducted by four teenaged hooligans while she was on her way to work. They took her to the house of a friend, held her in his bedroom, and for the next forty-five days enacted every imaginable form of abuse on her (and some you wouldn`t want to imagine).

They gang-raped her�both with their own bodies and with an assortment of foreign objects�beat her, kicked her, doused her extremities with lighter fluid and set her on fire, and probably did many other things to her that went undocumented by either her tormentors or the police. They mocked her pain. They held her down and dropped barbells on her stomach.

This last bit of torture was more than she could withstand, and after going into convulsions she apparently either strangled on her own vomit or simply died from her beatings. When the boys were questioned later about why they didn`t do anything during her seizure, they replied, �We assumed she was faking it.�

"She tried to escape, more than once. The first time, she was caught in the process of making a phone call. The second time, she ran into the parents of the boy who lived there; apparently they had known all along what was gong on. She begged them to help her, but they refused; his friend had criminal connections, and they didn`t want to get into trouble, too.

After her death, they taped her arms and legs together, threw her into a 55-gallon drum, filled it with cement, and dumped it in an empty lot. The body wasn`t recovered until almost a year later. The ringleader of the whole incident served eight years in prison and is now a free man."


- although now the main culprit is back in jail in 2004 because of hitting a man.

these are the things she had to go through:

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away Starved and malnourished Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink Forced to masturbate Forced to strip in front of others Burned with cigarette lighters Foreign objects inserted into her **/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times Face held against concrete ground and jumped on Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it) Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December 10, 1988: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns Beat with bamboo sticks Fireworks inserted into anus and lit Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked Beaten with golf club Cigarettes inserted into ** Beaten with iron rods repeatedly Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her ** and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: The suspects allegedly dripped hot wax onto Junko's face, burned her eyelids with a cigarette lighter, stabbed her with sewing needles in the chest area, cut and destroyed her left nipple with pliers, inserted a hot light bulb in her ** (as well as scissors), leading to more blood and a failure to urinate properly (the injuries being supposedly severe enough for Junko to require more than an hour to use the downstairs bathroom). On top of that, Junko's eardrums were ruined.

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko's body was allegedly mutilated and she was unable to move from the ground.

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell. Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set on fire. Her body burned for a minute before the fire was put out. This torture lasted for two hours, and Junko died later in the day.

13 iunie 2011

Never Shout Never - loversloveliarslie


LYRICS:
Take photographs, Take all your never fears.
We've got some packing to do, We've got some packing to do.
And my jaw aches, Repetation.

Take all your dreams, Take all that's left to see
Write it down, sign your name, go ahead and leave
There's nothing left to loose.
Ooooohhh.

The clouds rip through the sky like dynamite
to my surprise it was a beautiful sight
With our hands open wide
And I can't hide the truth as well as you

Singing woah, Singing woah.

Take photographs, Take all your never fears.
We've got some packing to do, We've got some packing to do.
And my jaw aches, Repetation.

Take all your dreams, Take all that's left to see
Write it down, sign your name, go ahead and leave
There's nothing left to loose.
Ooooohh.

I've got all of these dreams
That no one cares to know about
Cares to dream about with me.

All these memories haunting me, Seeking control.

10 iunie 2011

Fake it - Sheeter


Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

Good god your comin up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite

And you should know that the lies wont hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Yeah

Good god your comin up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite

Whoah Whoah

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of em all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

Good god your comin up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite